Woman I forgot - Poem

As the night recedes by the dawny evening
The sun still shines hiding the cold wind
Inviting to be pricked and tranced
In this moment as I turn
A cherubic face with devious smile
Greets and cheers
Lest not judge I said
To see behind
Young and flourishing
Reminding the youth I am leaving
She fills the joy 
I empty it with a dullness
"Why are you sad" she asks
I am not, I hide that three words
Behind a laughter to move on
Senses and withdraws
From the vibrant energy of melancholy in my cheer
She jumps around tables
And feed the sweetness to her sweet
I wonder, To see by my side
The Lucky man in the aura of fortune
I talk to her again to know his prize
I do not flirt, I do not fake
I appreciate
The presence she made.

Untitled - Poem (Inspired by Mathi's Poem)

As the echo fades into diminishing memories
Faintly I remember that I forget
The days and months and years and eons
The dying souls of destined abyss
The hopes that do not live
The sins that are not damned
Mistakes and redemptions are hanging
In a loosened veneered faith of old and tainted tree
Cling on to it as long as you can
As the fall into the depths of our mind
Is a cursed catharsis
"Ignorance is bliss" as someone said
Is in tradition, culture and crime
But the tree of misery will fall to its burden
And the curse will have its day of listening
For conscience has its life in roots and fruits
Let the day of judgment begin within
For better and worst to see the truth.

Mummy! - Poem

You make us mad
You make us glad
We still want to hear
Your comic laughter for our laughter
As distant in roads
In coasts and ocean
There is the day for us
In our eyes 
To see and glee
In our ears
To hear in our hearts
Thoughts Differ
Voices go higher
This is the day
To see the flowers
Bright and Shine
And peace rains
For the love we seed
Let us take you a ride
Serene and satisfaction
We love you mom you hear us now
And it would echo on
Through thunder and clouds.

Collaboration with Mathi after 1931 Rock Island from "The Road to Perdition"

A bit of an anonymous eastern tinge
Willing and coming forth to take you on a ride...
Take you on a ride on your dreams
And take you on a ride on the moments of glory and sorrow you had preserved
Somewhere in the untreaded barren portions of your inner most self
Letting you revolve for some moments on the axis of emotions
You wanted to live.. but never did for reasons unknown

Gripping you gently
And giving you the ride of your life
Into the beauty of tunes
Tangling your emotions
You had and you have
To bring the ultimate joy
And the Nano Second Frustration
In which, you relive the moment of truth.

- Mathi and Ashok

Bloody Poems - Poem

I write bloody poems
Dark and sick and gloomy and hopeless
Dooms and abyss and endless spirals
Mirror the words of sour and caustic
Am I here in these types and inks?
Or the bitter friend of repression
Has his time to seek
Why does it an id or ego
Or Super Ego
Has a sexist
In the curves and bulges of blobby flesh
Wait till I surpass in coming verse
In fresh disgust and outlet for lust
Spoons of those are sipped or shoved
As dirt and lewd becomes cousins
In a dogma
Of sins and guilt
Gripe and grudge
Has swept the air from middle of brow
Resides the fictitious image of façade
As symbol of inner within
Of cherubic delicacy
When floating feet looming the crystal sea
On the lines of endless horizon
Stepping on colours on clouds
Sitting beside the doves and blue
I write bloody poems 
I really do.

Say - Poem

Say you love me
And I will go away
May be I will wait by the doorstep
And hope for your mind to change
As I wait for that wishful thinking
Let my darkness disappear
And thoughts wither away to chords and tunes
 
Say you need me
And I will work on things you want me to
Please, say I need to be there
So that life can be easy
And we can solve it in chords and tunes
 
Say you want me
And I might see
The flaws you appreciate
So that life is not bad as I see it to be
And it fits in my chords and tunes
Say you.

Sweet Bitter Nectar - Poem

When sun suicides
On this burdened ground
It shines the life on you
As the wind tunnels through
Troubles and sorrow
It melancholizes you
As rain pours its death
On the velvet bed of your skin
It gates through bliss and burn
Stones, pebbles
And unreflected glasses
Beckons to be broken
Shattered and powdered
From your tender hands of hammer
I exist
To ink these failed words
To swallow and relish the sweet bitter nectar
Of love and passion and taste
That they call IPA

Unresolved Damsel - Poem

Under the blanket of thinned ice

Touching through the unburied skin

In inches, pores and molecules

The water drops and drops and drops

Through undefinable curves 

And delicious swerves

Dripping and streaming

Through the rosy translucence

Of sin and innocence

Inviting to caress and crave

Lying there drenched 

In mystical liquid

Crystallizing into dimples and bosom

Evoking the essence of condensed scent

Sweats and tears

Eyes and sights

Birthing and disappearing 

As you please and tease

In texts and speech

In words and silences

In distance through stars that dangles

In darkness through the light it swallows

You dwindle and dance

I perplex and tempt

Wither and befuddle

Decide and sit aside

Think and forget

Wonder in candor

I see you see

I try to defy

The mystique of you

In known vain and unknown pain

A lifetime would be a wasted chance

But I need that chance

I might die, survive or be eternalized 

I might dissolve

Scramble or absolve

In to that abyss of soul

Whatever thou might be

This unresolved damsel

I would live to die

To be found and lost

Into you and you and you alone.

Pondering behind Dove Cottage - Poem

Ashes of smoke drizzles above

Through the tangerine oily shaded hill

I sat across alone and still

The green around warms me chill

The water, oh the still and serene water

It spreads around its circles

As a crawl of an unperturbed infant

The journey of life in cliches like this

We often forget the beauty it is

I want solitude

I want love

I want nature, high and above

I want lust, I want hate

I want morals and hard debate

I want peace, I want violence

I want laugh and mean smiles

I want fruits, the plumpy flesh

I want everything that is on Earth

I want these and much more

I am human, welcome aboard!