Regrets and Redemptions - Poem

(Inspired by the song "Hurt" original song by Trent Reznor, cover by Johhny Cash)

I close my eyes again
To dream my nightmare
I hesitate to see
The truth beneath the skin
I shiver myself to pain
And realize the shine of shame
I see a thousand eyes
Scorch me to bleed
Is it the way of life?
To wither the devil inside
All those chores to scream
Confess the stammer of lies
To pick myself up
Walk beneath the palms
Dripping its white nectar
I drink to quench the sane
And redeem to clean the dirt
Is it the way of life?
To burn the wings of desire
I recite the chores of scream
To witness my birth inside.

Avenue of Glowing Darkness - Poem

Sobering into the mystic world
I crawled upon the floors
Something clawed my hand
I wiggled and stood
Straight ahead the shallow heart
Inviting me into it
With lust and love
Mingled into itself
I walked out
Without will and courage
And slowly I touched
The void of forbidden
Sucked into it
I swam across the ocean
Fishes and Seahorses ball rooming
And smiling at my innocence
Stared at their mimic
I see beneath the abyss
Frightened by the depth of ignorance
I rise up into the surface
To immerse into the reality
I see the dark ness in my home
In the corridor of sunshine
To see the lust and love
I entered my avenue of darkness
Glowing with its tentacles of obsession.